Tuesday, August 31, 2004

i'm not in the mood to talk tonight
so everybody just leave me aside
i want to go clubbing right this minute
where i can go all jiggy jiggy

pretteh ladies
get on the dance floor
things're getting heated
oh please baby please
do the jiggy jiggy here with me

FEL left her thoughts here at6:48 AM

i just don't feel right tonight

FEL left her thoughts here at6:15 AM

Monday, August 30, 2004

WELCOME BACKK MEL!!!
three pee missed you like
loads
loads
loads
loads
loads
loads
loads
:D

oh i can't stand flora
oooohhh i really can't stand flora
don't knw if you're going to read this,
but i'm saying it anyway lah.
i really really CANNOT STAND you lah!!


JEALOUS JEALOUS JEALOUS

FEL left her thoughts here at5:04 AM

Saturday, August 28, 2004

feelin so confused now
there's sth wrong with me
i need some time alone, with myself.

gahh its not anyone or anything's fault tht i'm feelin this way
i always seem to bring the sorrow myself, not anyone :/

perhaps today just ain't my day
everything doesn't seem to be going my way
or maybe, maybe everything's just coming in too quickly
i'm not quick enough to accept everything.
everything's just happening too too quickly :/

WARNING: BTW THIS HAS NUTHING TO DO WITH BGR, JUST IN CASE YOU MISINTERPRET!

FEL left her thoughts here at5:30 AM

Friday, August 27, 2004

HA HA HA
i like BENJAMIN GAN of SWIM SHADYS!
right...:/
hmm very tired alrdy
today was a really really enjoyable day :D
skipped tuition
tomms replacement.. ):
pffffft..

; i've got a cut on my finger and it hurts like hell. :)

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Tuesday, August 24, 2004

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
thebetter part of me
I'm more that a bird
I'm more than a plane
more than some pretty face beside a trainand
it's not easy to be me
wish that I could cry
fall upon my knees
find a way to lie'
bout a home i'll never see
it may sound absurd,
but don't be naive
even heros have the right to bleed
i may be disturbed, but won't you concede
even heros have the right to dream
and it's not easyto be me
up, up and away, away from me
well, it's all right you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy, or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
men wheren't meant to ridewith clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet,
diggin for kryptonite on this one-way street
only a man in a funny red sheet
lookin' for special things inside of me, inside of me..
and it's not easy to be me..


freak after so much failure
i can't seem to find anything to hold on to
this song keeps ringin in my head (:

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Monday, August 23, 2004

i'm
so
stupid
okae
:/

shikes i got REALLY DAMN PATHETIC for my a maths paper
there's a retest to count average
like, its useless.
i have to get FULL MARKS for the next paper to PASS :/
rrrraaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! ):

grr no mood to blog at all
can't find anything interesting to blog at all
pfffft so boring
what a life i got here

BORING BORING BORING!

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Wednesday, August 18, 2004

right so blogger was screwed.
cldnt be bothered to blog.
anyway recap still

monday
celebrated hannie's burfdae with never-extinguished candles
happy burfdae hannie!!
all the best dearr!!
yeah was actually quite a slackish day

oh yeah and mel left halfway to see doc
GET WELL SOON MEL!!
okay can't rmb tht well.
its been 3 days lah.
we sang hannie a super looong burfdae song during tay's class
right :/

tuesday
BORING DAY I TELL YOU
totally feel like sleepin thru all periods.
gahhh
had cca
clar didn't come
pffffftt sia's always picking on me
):
argued with wong :/

today
nuthin much lah
had mep test
stayed back real late to complete tht dumb composition
watched susilo match in the mep room
tht was like, so late
7 plus hahs
failed mep, got 6/20
HOW PATHETIC!
not surprisingly.
was so bored cldnt stop talkin to wong :/
right.....

susilo lost ))):

okay, my mind's a blank.
can't rmb what to blog alrdy
shall stop here then :D
cheeeers!!

FEL left her thoughts here at6:26 AM

Monday, August 16, 2004

great blogger just didn't entered my looong entry just now! ):

HAPPY BURFDAE HANNIE!!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!!
LOVEYOOOO SOOO MUCH! :D

right its hannie's burfdae!!

recap of 160804
late to play music, again. :l
whoops, sorrie syarah! :))

english slack period
maths terrible period
sucks up ALL your limited brain cells.

mel cldnt take the pain her tailbone was givin her
so she finally gave in.
mel, get well soon alrights!
wish you a speedy recovery then you can go paragon with me to get my trucker and ahem ahem!! take care babe! :D

next was SS
hahah we spent it celebrating hannie's burfdae in the canteen.
we were supposed to do it in the class.
mrs cheong caught us
tld us to go to the canteen
right, hannie had to blow some never-extinguished candles :l
hahah it was funny :D

back to class
ms low didn't come
so we had universe talk :))))
hehs it was more of a gossip thing.
hoho.

during physics
tay was tortured by us
hahah we sang a loooong looong burfdae song for hannie to drag his class
no one paid attention to him, not surprising.

PW was rather nothing :D
basically, 160804 is a very slackish day! :D
ate in canteen
chatted chatted
yadayada

right nuthin else.
OFF!

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HAPPY BURFDAE HANNIE!!! :D
ALL THE BEST IN WHATEVER YOU DO AND MAY YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE!!
it's hannie's burfdae!! hooorays!

alrights, today wasn't such a bad day
came late to play the music
its not fair
i pulled a leg muscle and i missed my bus by 3427y58 secs only!!
so obvioulsy, i was late.
nvrmind anyway assembly was long-winded, as usual.

had english
but didn't do much :))
the oral speech thing is postponed!!
to tomms :l
had maths
bahhh maths totally stinks
why should we learn it anyway :l

mel cldnt bear the pain her tail bone was givin her
so she left halfway to see doc
mel, wish you speedy recovery babe! :D

after recess, supposed to have SS
but i borrowed sec4 SS bk for nuthin
cos ms low didn't turn up
threepee wanted to celebrate hannie's burfdae in class
mrs cheong came
bahhs :l
told us to go canteen
so the whole threepee headed to canteen
sang hannie's a burfdae song :)
and she had to blow those never-extinguished candles
it was quite funny actually :)))

back to class
had universe talk
right, we were gossiping, as usual. :D
hoho

physics was......
torturous for tay i say.
we sang a happy burfdae song for hannie
extremely long winded
tay was waiting for us to stop but we didn't
instead we continued doing awkward cheering :l
no one paid attention, not surprising.

PW
aiyah basically, 160804 is a very slackish day :D
yeah ate in canteen
chatted lots there
then back to home!

OFF!

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Sunday, August 15, 2004

I AM SO PISSED NOW!
STH'S DRIVING ME NUTS!
BUT I SHALL TRY TO STAY CALM!
NO USE GETTIN MAD OVER IT!

grrrrrrrrr

alrights! i'm ok now :D

saturday
had band
received a msg
tht made me HIGH OVER THE MOOON :)
hahaha
yeah so went home
got ready and headed to town
saw jiang clar and shujun at cine
it was quite a stupid day actually

yeah lots of stupid things happen
thus the stupid day :l
the fashion show was ok lah
not as exciting as i thought

sunday
lazed arnd til noon
yeah headed to compass pt to study
but didn't :)
alrights went to city hall
for the last SPF
yepp VERY PREEEETYYY :D
found a not bad trucker at flash and splash citylink
shall save to buy it

guess thts all
no mood to really blog now
bahh still have a maths to complete and the 45s speech thing?! :
right, i don't feel like doing it.
RAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!



; life is not a fantasy

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Friday, August 13, 2004

its friday the thirteenth :

thursday
norm day
had heritage trial
okay, very tiring
cos we ran and ran and ran and ran
bahh
we only got to eat AJ MOUNT!!
AJ MOUNT IS VERY NICE!!
universe is going to have an AJ mount eating competition one day ((:
fel loves the universe!!
kkaes, mel's grp was like the last to reach, about probably one hr late :
heard they went shopping and were strolling all the way hahs
headed hm
rushed my review
didn't cram for a maths test today

today friday the thirteenth
hahahah its a realleh unlucky day for jiang :
poor thing chipped your tooth
bet it hurts alot, well at least abit.
okay today PE wasn't tht fun as usual, tho its STILL fun
cos everyone were nervous for a maths test
bahh ):
the test really STINKED
didn't knw how to do even a single qn!!!!
back to pe, played softball
it was quite cornny
first was weilin caught the ball and jumps happily, before she realised she had to touch huiying to win :
then later i had to run to the third base, cyn caught the ball and she chased after mee!!
hahahah i run SO OUT OF COURT LAH..
run till don't knw where
anyhows, i still got out hahaha :

after sch
ate pasta! hahs i knw its nuthin big
but i ate pasta, for once. (:
yepp, and jiang came up to me and weilin
and said 'look i chipped my tooth!' sheepishly
HAHAHAH
okok..

anyway i think lglg knws what's going on
i bet its someone's fault lah
shldnt have told you ):
had multiple happiness today!!
cos umm, yeah happiness.
well, i'm supposed to be happy, if you knw what i'm talking tht is.
universe(plus some other pple), you knw it, right?

okay had nuthin to do after lunch
no one to accompany me too ):
so i was wandering arnd sch
yeay! clar came to the rescue
asked me to join her and amanda
yepp chatted abit
but, heard a really creepy freaky true thing
left soonafter for tuition
bahh was EMBARASSING
i knck opened the door, LOCKED!!
i tried opening, still cannot open.
total idiot standing outside.
then walked in smiling like another IDIOT!
grr..anyway had tuition, noticed something

ok looong entry alrdy
guess life's gettin happening lately : D
hahaha many many stuff are happening simultaneously (:

; dancing in the moonlight

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Wednesday, August 11, 2004

bahh
i'm wearing specs now
i look so funny so geeky so nerdy
too intelligent for myself
grr
clar even said i look very OLD!!
-wails!-

pffft
oh yeah i got some stuff tht i wana shop for :D
hahahas

today was ok lah
chem test was friikin difficult
mrs ang bluffer!!
said it was relatively EASY!!
it was SO NOT!
or maybe, i'm just now clever enough :
quite a normal day
had mep
haha not bad not bad
not listening at all :

oh yeah xinn said she found an amath textbk with my phone number in it!!
so FREAKY!!!
wonder who's is it
hahahahah

anyway i'm just in a goooood moooood today
hehs
maybe cos, i also don't knw
just now maybe :D
no one knws, only me :))

shopping list
trucker
belt
top
skirt
songs about jane
handbag
sling bag
contacts/plastic specs

whee okay i have no idea at all why am i so happy now
hahahahah maybe i'm just too amused just now
haahahahahhahaahah
yeah so i'm off then! :D

FEL left her thoughts here at5:22 AM

Monday, August 09, 2004

SEC THREEPEE!!
CHEM REMEDIAL AT NINE TOMMS!
MEET AT FAM LOUNGE FIRST
BRING THE WS GIVEN ON FRIDAY
PLS TELL ME IF UR COMING AND IF ANYONE HAS THE CLASS KEY, PLS INFORM ME!
THANKS!
okay
hahah announcenment done! :)
but i hope pple reads it

saturday
had band
mr ong wasn't tht bad, cos he kept sayin we were not bad :D
mom fetched
khempo's back!
hahaha
went to eat lunch at kampong village
headed to changi hospital to visit grandmama
yepp hope she's better!!
GET WELL SOON!
later my dad was coughin so badly tht we went to the A&E to see doc
waited very very long
but i'm glad my dad saw the doc
COS HE HAS BEEN SO DAMN STUBBORN, REFUSING TO SEE DOC!!

after tht.... umm can't exactly rmb what i did
oh yeah went east point to eat?
and went to uncle's hse to play tennis
nice exercise, since i didn't play for quite a while
homesweethome

sunday
hmm tried to wake up to send sammoo off at the airport
but failed
feel so disappointed with myself lah
but her flight was delayed or sth
if mel told me i cld haf rushed there!!
ughh!!!
so bitter ):
anyway met mel
she wasn't in a really good mood since sam's gone
but ohwells

mel, cheer up kaes!! i'm sure u'll get to see each other agn! soon!! love ya dearr!

went shoppin everywhere
walked alot
sadly, monkey ears and big big hair wasn't there ):
hahahah

was alrdy on the way hme but brother asked me to meet him at kovan
so i went kovan
met him and his frens
went city hall
walked some more
ate
watched fireworks at shaw tower roof carpark
walked more
and came home super late
so now i'm grounded til the end of the mth
but i doubt the grounding works anyway
HAHAHAHA :

monday
had early performance at kebun baru cc
bahhs its always so early
i was dozing off
anyway band ended early
we managed to catch ronald macdonalds!!!!
ahhahaha
breakfast i meant, yeah.
gossiped lots, bout yadayadas
came home, laze laze laze.
its quite a nice national day :D

HAPPY BURFDAE SINGAPORE!!

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Friday, August 06, 2004

had half day
damn freakin stressed
did i say that, i'm feeling very very stressed lately?
it aint a gooood feeling at all :
rough day? maybe not! : D

clara and cheryl came back to sn
lin me clara went to eat mos burger :D
went town shoppin for xt's super belated present
giving it to her on teacher's day :
hahahah
walk walk walk til ache
guess what
lin bought a skirt frm flmp!
woah! in less than a week she bought two stuff frm there! :D
keep it on lin!
i'll always be glad going with you
it was the last pair too
luckky
it cldnt fit me :

i knw i'm fat d-uh don't have to tell me


kaes had tuition
i was the first to arrive!!
for the very first time :))
boring, three people attended only

came home
oh yeah

fuck tht indian sbs driver
wldnt let me in cos i had bubble tea?!
i'm not being racist
but i think tht was really unreasonable
ass! :)

still it was quite a boring day lah
cept for the shoppin part? :D
ohyeah met mel and sammoo at hmv
gave sammoo a hug
cos i don't knw when will i ever get to hug her agn :D

gees nuthin to say alrdy
i feel very stressed.
verge on breaking dwn

so off i am!

FEL left her thoughts here at6:53 AM

Monday, August 02, 2004

sunday
had chs concert
i had NICE hair :))))
i like my hair ytd : D
ok the concert was so not worth it
waste my $$$$$$
frikk

went to BK with universe plus jieying
spent quite a long time there
CRAPPING :/
yepp escort moon to see those bigbig guys
they were REALLEH BEEEG
perverts :/

returned hm
crammed history


monday

brr.. a cold day
had history test
normal day
headed to jeight later with sky and jas how
new fren :D
hehs we walked arnd
finally chose LJS to eat
saw yellow shirt there
hahahahahaha
[too bad qians and jieyings :d]


saw quite a few pple there too like mel's fren sharleen
pffft
had electone
mom's stressing me agn :(
came home no dinner!
nvrmind skipped dinner

she will be loved--------

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