Friday, June 24, 2005

oh just fuck it please
just fuck studying

FEL left her thoughts here at10:04 PM

Thursday, June 23, 2005

why do partings always have to hurt
it starts laughable
ends with solemn faces
it never changes

YVONNE i'm going to miss you so much!
i miss those sec one main band days alot
you and your warm smile
your messages
and everything about you!

alright quite busy these few days
don't knw what to type
don't knw what to say
its always like this
GRR!

FEL left her thoughts here at10:43 AM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

shite i forgot what i wanted to type
there was a nice phrase tht crossed my mind
forget it, i'll try to recall

there's so many things in life to miss
so many people i yearn to see
yet time cannot be turned back
and regrets come falling in
for i didn't treasure those times dearly
and everything and anything
only happens just once in a lifetime

FEL left her thoughts here at3:09 AM

Monday, June 20, 2005

and i'm glad to knw you missed me
hahah jael you're the only one who told me you missed me
TRULY! :D
THANK YOU!

FEL left her thoughts here at3:30 AM

Sunday, June 19, 2005

okay so TBAY's room is painted GREEEEN!
lettuce green :D

korea
hmm wasn't as nice as i expected
their technology so advanced
yet their roads and all not so developed
what an irony huh
but it was okay
the tour people were not a bad bunch at all
:D
made new friends like liwen weikai and li yen
there were so many cute lil kids on the tour!
hahah and rachel likes me
i think i'm her favourite jie jie in this tour
hahahhahaha :/
hmm and vicky's one hot lil girl OKAY
so young so hot alrdy!
plus the crazy girl yongxin
hahah so small yet so wacky! :D
hahahah the bonus comes: TOMMY!
what a korean eyecandy
our tour photographer
hmm let's see
there's also a steven lim lookalike
and not forgetting our china tourguide xiaozhang!
really friendly
plus our busdriver MEENAM!
hahahha he's funny
okay i don't knw what else to type
totally forgot what i wanted to type
so i shall go off!
what a boring entry
BYE!

FEL left her thoughts here at10:18 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

off to korea in less than forty eight hours! :D
hurr
hmm so today have been quite a HAPPENING DAY
first i am not turned off by tht person anymore!
cos i got the news wrong
hahahaha
and second tbay room is going to have a revamp!
oohh i want a ROOM WARMING PLEASE!
we're going to paint it cool lime and buy new furniture
bean bags cushion and mats
and it will be oh so cosy :D
tomms early morning off to paint the room!
okay its really truly exciting
hahahahaha
we cleared the room of its furniture and mask-taped all the corners
so tomms EARLY RISE AND SHINE
we can start paint paint paint the day away!
off to town with bro and momma
shop shop shop!
hahahah been a long time since i've done shopping!
HEEE
bought a mickey sweater
collage tee
and brown checkered berms!
hahaha and my family just got a new digi cam and video cam
okay splurging isn't good
means i can't splurge in korea now
)):
GAAHHH!
thts the price!

AND I JUST KNW THT MICHELLE TANG IS LEAVING ON THE SIXTEENTH!
which means i can't send her off )):
OH NO i will not be able to see her for the next few years! ):
nooooooo! how?! i will be in korea! ):

FEL left her thoughts here at6:16 AM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

turned off by you
i didn't knw you were one of em
or rather you became one of em
shocked and blown by the sudden fact
why, why did you do it.

FEL left her thoughts here at6:59 AM

Friday, June 10, 2005

new friends found
old friendships renewed
i'm so thankful
things are like tht

FUN FUN FUN!
hahaha haven't been out with friends for quite a while
so we had lessons in the morning
TAGGED along jael with her group uppekha
hahah their group outing but i wanted to tag
:/ i want to play pool what!
so alright i wore shorts :D
hahah dumbdumb jael wore skirt
TOLD YOU NOT TO WEAR ALRDY WHAT!
then quite fun lah pooling session
i won randall FOUR TIMES!
hahah but all by luck
and he probably gave chance
wanling and jiaqi had to go home
so left me jael weiming randall
wahh went to EAT EAT EAT
first marche's hotdog
then orange julius for dessert
WAHH MY TUMMY BURSTING ALRDY CAN!
took neoprints!
its been a long while too
:D
and had funk jazz
fun but i think i'm still quite slow
and inflexible :/
bad bad bad
alrightey a long day i had
and i have to start studying SOON!

FEL left her thoughts here at8:32 AM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

sweet dreams run dry
i blinked my eyes
the vision is blurring
i searched for your silhouette
high and low
where art thou
i see no you
i pine for you
your face i cldnt see
your smile i didn't meet
its been tiring
chasing you everywhere
turning at every corner
hoping you'll be there
yet disappointed every time
this wild goose chase
is draining me bad
and i mean real bad
would you please,
please stop playing
this mind game with me?

FEL left her thoughts here at7:20 AM

haha elmos is cute please
;D

i'm proud of you.
yes, i am.
i hope you make good your words
and don't fall back on that track again.
(:

FEL left her thoughts here at7:11 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

its been a while since i've been to school
hahaha and it is refreshing :D
the feeling of being in school uniform again
funny isn't it
we crave for things tht aren't there
but when it is there, we don't treasure it.

hmmm humans, always so discontented, never satisfied

ohwells let's see today was an okay day
had lessons
then stayed back TRIED to study in family lounge with weilin and jael
jael's hopeless lah!
hahaha

hahah mahjong at gombak?!
chufeng, aren't you a bit WEIRD?!
ask me go play mahjong at gombak!
where the hell is tht?!
hahaha doubt you'll read this anyway.

OKAY OKAY I GTG NOW CIAOS! :D

FEL left her thoughts here at7:41 AM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

; you, my dose of ecstasy, make me high, you are my heroine.

how long do i have to hide
how long do i have to lie
i don't knw why
but its as if the whole world's weighing down on me
if only, if only you were here with me
and maybe things would get better
things would be better

FEL left her thoughts here at7:57 AM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

well well camp was fun (:
hahah and i knw jael YOU HAD FUN!
: D yeay
actually in the beginning everyone was hating the camp
swearing to not come for the december one
even jael!
hahah but i bet jael's mindset has changed, right?
hahaha maybe the first day just wasn't tht nice

jashawn, your party was really one of a kind
hahah HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY anyway!
doubt you'll read this
but anyhows, it was a WEIRD place to hold your bbq
and it was somehow really interesting

alrights too lazy to blog
now , fun time's over
O levels HERE I COME!

FEL left her thoughts here at10:44 PM