Sunday, February 27, 2005

i find that sometimes people take things for granted

hello hahaah
i watched ray last night !
its a really really really inspiring and fabulous show!
hahaha
you guys should catch it
it was nc16
but i think cos too many shows were showing at the same time
that the guy who tears ticket at entrance
didn't realise i was wearing school uniform.
hahaha

anyway IT WAS REAL GOOD!
hehs thts all lah.

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Friday, February 25, 2005

bloody hell
today aint a good day
handphone got confiscated til monday
argh :/

anyway pmb investiture was okay lah
not bad i guess
rather slackish day

after school went to accompany weilin for her thing
yeah haha
she did pretty well (:
and anyways later met my brother and jiansheng
to play pool
later came home lah

basically another boring day
next week filled with work and tests
and how am i supposed to live past the weekend without my beloved handphone?
I CAN DO IT! :D

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Thursday, February 24, 2005

bloody motherfuckenchicken

bless him please
make him gay
he's fucking has no respect for the fairer gender
fuckerfuckingfucktard

shan't elaborate about this :/
hahahah yeah anyway i kind of disappointed my brother's friend's band i think
i have 0.0000 experience at all
and i think their expectations were rather high
since they had a rather good keyboardist before
BAHH!
how bad am i :/

anyways, hahah MIWA is back back back today!
hahah clarinet's japan occasional instructor!
he's oh-so-cute
trust me, he is. ;D
hahhahahha he's really funny and cute!
yes yes yes he is!
okay nvrmind

yeah so hmmm nothing's special really going on now.
gawd shit its so freaking boring
ugh
and stressful
somebody please pull my hair?!

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Tuesday, February 22, 2005

HAPPY SEVENTEENTH BURFDAE FLEAA! :D

hahaha just had a simple dinner with felicia
supposed to be me my brother and justin and her
but the guys cldnt make it
so me and her and her friend (:
nvrmind the shortness of the meal
but it was fun (:

yeah hmmm today was lethargic
simply lethargic :/
so tired the whole day
pffffft.

hmmm i am so so devastated and upset
fucking band rehearsal on next friday
have to give the try out a miss
BAHH!
really really really sad
i was so ecstatic about it!
ohwells. ):

okay i shall go off now lah :/

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Monday, February 21, 2005

yet another fruitless weekend spent :/
but hey this weekend was fun
quite alright lah (:

saturday skipped cca
hahaha
then went with my brother to meet his frontal friends for dinner
they were really nice and friendly
and i think the hongkie's VERY VERY cute! :D
hahahahahaah
yah ate at billy bombers
walked a bit of far east
cos most shops closed alrdy
we were so silly outside surrender
then the hongkie kenny my brother and hongkie's friend and me
go pool at singapore shopping centre
i didn't pool i watched
i was wearing skirt :/

anyways, yeah quite a fun day
hmm on sunday had cny celebration in tba
pretty well done i say
cos the turnout wasn't bad
so our efforts didn't go to waste (:
for the very first time
quite fun lah the celebration
then went with mom to some malay wedding
then met alicia yingqing and charleen

headed to alicia's church
hmmmm
nice drama i say
but the pastor spoke too much :/
no offence alicia (:
but yeah he did haha
then went home
watched BLACK HAWK DOWN

i am so so so going to marry josh hartnett lookalike when i grow up! :D
today wasn't bad
life has been pretty smooth
and no tests for the week
tho next week is packed with tests :/
yeah guess thts all
i shall ciaos !

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Sunday, February 06, 2005

hahahah
finally
i've got my new year clothes ((:
FINALLY!
hmm i got a maroon blouse from MU
then i got a purple skirt with a butterfly on the side from the shop opposite CHECK
forgot the name lah.. its a long skirt by the way
then went to far east
lou went to cut hair
my brother and i shopped
i got a top from INC, dirty green to match my purple skirt :D
hehs then i got my flat shoes!
FLATS :D
black ones with gold ((:
lastly i got a hand accessory ((:
altogether i spent ONE SIX THREE BUCKS

THUS I DECLARE I AM OFFICIALLY BROKE NOW ! :D
hahahahahaha
ciaos people!

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Saturday, February 05, 2005

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right
now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me
Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
Well I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never
had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what
destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright
It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night
crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in
a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole
it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr.
Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like
it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're
sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment
[Chorus]
And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't f**k with dad (haha)

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