Wednesday, August 31, 2005

haha my electone practical for prelims, SCREWED ):
my second piece was incredibly terrible!
OHWELLS

teachers' day rather boring i must say.
and thats actually ALL that i can say.
HAH!
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TO ALL TEACHERS!
i'm sincerely thankful to those teachers who put in their utmost efforts for us students (:

anyhows, last night it was fabulous
a POG phone conference and a TEN MINUTE TALK on the phone with CLARA!
oh no it was her birthday yesterday HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN CLARA!
hahaha its been a long time, and i miss her alot, i really do. ):
wrote in joanne's autograph book, hope i wasn't too crude with my words. :/

and i was the punching bag for two people today
haha not literally though.
i'm glad i made em feel better.
it feels good doing little things like this

AND THIS IS GOING TO BE FULL OF ANGST
MY DADDY IS AN ANIMAL ABUSER!
SOOOO ANGRRRYYY!
ARGH HE TRIED TO SPRAY A STRAY CAT THAT ENTERED MY HOUSE WITH PESTICIDE?!
OMG AND IT WAS SO COMICAL THAT I WAS SCREAMING AND YELLING AT HIM AT THE CORRIDOR OF MY HDB, WAKING NEIGHBOURS UP TOO.
SO MY SCREAMS WERE USELESS HE KEPT SPRAYING.
I USED MY BODY!
HAHAHA I BLOCKED MY DADDY'S PASSAGE
SEPARATED HIM FROM THE CAT
AND MY DADDY SLOWLY GAVE UP
AS IN HE USED OTHER METHODS TO SHOO IT OFF
ARGHH HOW COULD HE DO THAT TO ANIMALS?! ESPECIALLY CATS! ):

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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

and its like you disappoint me once again
its getting much harder to restore the trust we used to share

feel that scalpel slide across your flesh
drip by drip you know your life is slipping away
so now's the time to make a life and death decision
clutch a virgin mary picture to your chest
just like what ceceilia did
and soak your wound in lukewarm water
allow the blood to gush out quicker
or you can choose to tear your blouse
and wrap that fabric around your wound
to stop the bleeding
and keep your life

FEL left her thoughts here at4:10 AM

Monday, August 29, 2005

if you can perform pyschekenesis, i would be more than glad to be your friend.

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

you can tell from the picture
i need not say more (:

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Friday, August 26, 2005

"...and it was like pressing your thumbnail against a radiator when its really hot and the pain starts and it makes you want to cry and the pain keeps hurting even when you take your thumb away from the radiator."

a quote quoted from jiang's blog which is a quote she quoted from somewhere (:

well let's see
its a rainy day
this morning
was it an indication?
those fast-moving dark clouds
that were hovering over us during assembly?
that enigmatic feel that overwhelmed me
i am indeed clueless
but i thought
this is it, the beginning or the end.

this entry is also a dedication
to people who never fail to make my day
ESPECIALLY FAWQ AND POG!
you guys are the best!
and i know this kind of entry is extremely cliche
and for me saying its cliche, its cliche too
i guess, cliche is just cliche
the irony is, cliche things are actually truly things that are close to your heart
and don't mind me for being cliche here, haha I LOVE YOU GUYS!

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Thursday, August 25, 2005

damn, i write bad.

"i didn't mean to, really. will you ever believe me again?"

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one down (:
more to come

when you smile i melt inside
i'm not worthy for a minute of your time
i really wish it was only me and you
i'm jealous of everybody in the room
please don't look at me with those eyes
please don't hint that you're capable of lies
i dread the thought of our very first kiss
a target that i'm probably gonna miss


place that thing near my head
point it right to my left temple
hold the trigger then release
BANG!
shoot me in the head, cleopatra
cause i just wanna be like you

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Monday, August 22, 2005

melanie chilsom (:
i want her album
plus bjork :D
i want melanie chilsom :D

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

a picture does say a thousand words doesn't it?
i love these two pictures, works of heidi slimane
taken from anti-corporation (:

you fall in love
ZING BOOM!
the sky above
ZING BOOM!
is caving in
WOW BAM!
you've never been so nuts about a guy
you wanna laugh you wanna cry
you cross your heart and hope to die

BJORK! i want her latest album !
plus i wanna watch domino and and and PERTH!
did i mention, be with me is coming out in sept?
what about royston's 0430?!
the time where most people commit suicide
mysterious skin, I WANNA WATCH TOO!
DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT!
damn everything. i want everything.

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pog pog pog pog pog pog !
i hope pog-gers can read the underline meaning .
CAN YOU, CAN YOU?

saturday, didn't get to do cip
studied anyhows.
DIM SUM DOLLIES (:
awkward situation there, but nvrmind.
oh met daryl and cheeshe at compass point
as heartwarming as ever to see em again
met shixiong on NEL too
wonder how's his project pilot coming along
is it over, or ...?
frequent visits to pasar malam
should take some pictures there
its uniquely-singapore isn't it?

okay the week
i SURVIVED!
yes i did, and it has passed
now the ever so dreaded prelims is here
anyhows i did manage to survive through clarinet prelims and el orals
wasn't as bad as i thought
but i still can't believe i was so stupid to give such ridiculous answers
plus those dumb science mocks that i didn't study for
FREAK

ALL THE BEST TO THE THIRTYSEVEN FOURPURITANS FOR ORALS ON MONDAY!

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Monday, August 15, 2005

oh my ear!
oh my oh my, damnit
INFECTED
:/
lets see, hectic week
and when i say HECTIC, i mean HECTIC!
today done with amaths paper one and hcl ct
NOW NOW NOW, i still have PHYSICS CT PHYSICS MOCKS CHEMISTRY MOCKS CLARINET PRACTICAL AMP2 AND EL ORALS!
oh no oh no tell me what am i supposed to do?!
yes, just hide in my room all day
indulge in self-pity
and my results STILL WON'T SHOW
I NEED TO DO STH

SOMEBODY, JUST KICK ME!

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

its just another of you and me in paradise

someday you will find me
caught beneath the landslide
in a champange super nova
in the sky

so i'm sick
so the flu bug did caught me
damn that pest!
didn't go tbay
neither did i get to see my bro's band jam ):
today has been quite a daze

you'll always be my konstantine

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

these are the moments

take a trip down to chinatown
hold my hand while we walk
see those sinseh shops
walk into wholesale markets
browse through magazines
steal two bottles of milk
and we would run away
hand in hand, don't look back you said
just run, my little girl, just run.

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Friday, August 12, 2005

THANK YOU ALOYSIUS FOR YOUR X&Y
THANK YOU XIAOTING FOR YOUR RETRO CAT MUG
:D thank you thank you ((: haha

simple kind of lovely; fawq

"you know, i can't imagine, i really can't, myself without you guys? it would be incomplete, did you know that? i hope you did."

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

did you know i miss you, my konstantine?

so HAPPY NATIONAL DAY SINGAPORE! (:

monday national celebration
WE WON THE LEVEL SINGING COMP
hahaha ((: i love fourpurity ALWAYS!
off to catch wedding crashers
outrageously hilarious
pooled with perry
DARYL WORKS AT HEEREN ADIDAS!
oh how i miss em so ):

tuesday stay home day!
wait not really
caught CHARLIE!
HAHAHA WILLY WONKA! ;D

today SUCKKY LAH
didn't study much at all please! ):
bought xiaoting's present
shall take tht as a consolation (:
hahahahah i did sth AT THE VERY LEAST!

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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

god bless the daylight
the sugary smell of springtime
remembering when you were still mine

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god bless the daylight
the sugary smell of springtime
remembering when you were mine

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

why can't you stop it
why can't you just stop letting me hate you loathe you
you're so detestful
why are you always fucking like that

poke at my emotions
and think you're right
fuck, i don't like you

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Saturday, August 06, 2005

did i tell you, i saw a meteor?
no i don't think i did.
you were part of my wish you know?
well, i think you already knew that.

METEOR i saw a meteor (: pretty pretty
lasted like less than 2 seconds
just looked up the sky and peew
just like that, :/
but i saw it anyhow

OH YEAY
voodoo moon is coming out!
it is (: haha i wanna watch it :D
i mean maybe its going to be filmed soon or sth
hope it comes out soon :D

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macbeth (:

Methought i heard a cry

alright hurr macbeth by the young co. was FANTASTIC i say
enjoyable :D
weilin left right after the play
while me and natasha tried blending in with the rivervalley high people
for the stay back session with the cast and director
:D fun fun fun!
went to sarah's church group bbq
it was okay lah
warmed up after a while
((: cab home
hahahah scared mummy scold me
she said be back by eleven right, she isn't home yet when i returned
which is like 12.
hahaha the cabby was very friendly! and EXTEMELY COURTEOUS :/

ohwells, i didn't study! oh no oh no!
okay i go do my mep compositions!

FEL left her thoughts here at9:14 AM

Friday, August 05, 2005

LAST LAST LAST LESSON ):
i will miss daryl and cheeshe, i will.
they are so sweet! got us one huge packet of cheese balls just because alicia mentioned it last lesson :D arghh sweet and nice people
haha i told daryl
aye next time i see you, i hope i will be taller than you! (:
hilarious, and we ended up comparing heights
he's in self-denial, claiming girls stop growing at stixteen
i'm still growing, i am i am!
i miss you guys, i'm sure i will (:

macbeth tomorrow :D
and i can't wait
bbq a yes or a no?
tell me.

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Monday, August 01, 2005

a big hello to art enthusiasts, fashion fanatics, shutter bugs
check this blog out (:
i'll recommend it once more
http://www.anti-corporation.blogspot.com

even if you're just a blog surfer, do check it out.
you might like it, don't waste time on cheap entertainment like SPG and XX
hahahahaha but after all, they are cheap entertainment, right ;)

SUNDAY
goddamnit my brother can really be a pain in the ass at times,
would somebody kick him faraway please?
like HE disrupted my beauty sleep
asking me MEI WANNA GO SCHOOL OF ROCK WITH ME?
hellloooo ITS MY SUNDAY SLEEEEP! ):
pffft
evening downtown east
family gathering chalet for cousin's 20th birthday !
quite boring

TODAY!
gahhh long long day
had the adam khoo talk
and i think gary's really hilarious
who agrees with me, PLEASE raise your hands.
hahahah a great start for a monday at least

and when i see you, i really see you upside down
but my brain knows better, it picks you up and turns you around

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