Thursday, August 31, 2006

i feel...empty.

haha mickey mouse jacket-courtesy of jielun's

its really funny how technology has become the crutches of people's lives
not to mention mine too
life's ever-changing isn't it

so did i mention?
I FEEL STRESSED?!
over promos homework and practically everything else!
and PW of course
why can't PW just drop dead and die! >:(

FEL left her thoughts here at8:53 PM

Monday, August 28, 2006

we can be heroes just for today

i am flawed
but definitely not a fan of God

teacher's day is coming!
HELLO FAWQ, WITH PINAFORES BACK TO SN?
okay not as if you guys see this, but i'm calling you guys to go back!
wait for my bugging messages love :D

FEL left her thoughts here at6:58 AM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

people don't talk anymore
or is it just me?

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Friday, August 25, 2006

oh crashing time can't hide a guilty girl
with jealous hearts that start with blossom curls
i took my baby's breath beneath the chandelier
of stars in atmosphere

die PW die!
HATE PW I REALLY DOOOO!
>:(
and homework!
next week is the last week of term 3!
PROMOS PROMOS PROMOS!
AHHHHHHHH ):
an unending list of things to complete
bahh!

FEL left her thoughts here at9:36 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

and finally
done with GP/chemistry/economics CAs this week :D
what a huge huge humongous relief!
and i studied for all! well at least i believed i tried my best.
okay so now i'll peacefully let the bren bren madness take me over!
gladly do so
ultimate dorkish cuteness!
why, AC days isn't such a bore anymore!
wait, let me correct that.
AC days hasn't been a bore at all!
not with lovely/amusing/delightful/entertaining classmates like mine
but somehow i feel disoriented now
ah, i cldn't care less
the weekends is finally approaching
((:

FEL left her thoughts here at6:23 AM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

and after everything, i still feel the same

happy people stay together!

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Wednesday, August 16, 2006

finally, there is clarity

hello i happen to find a part of my msn conversation with jeremy lua particularly funny
jeremy* the art of skipping school says:
"t,cher! i have to go home and rest, my balls hurt!"
jeremy* the art of skipping school says:
"why?"
"yesterday watch too much porn la, madam"
or the second one, not so funny though
jeremy* the art of skipping school says:
" madam, i have to take an early leave because it's of utmost importance that i do so right now. I've got this rare medical condition that will cause me to disintegrate into ziggy golden stardust if i hear another from my schoolmate or any of you tutors!"

i guess it explains right, the art of skipping school

FEL left her thoughts here at7:11 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

i'm still holding on
people say we'll last
now i'm unsure of what i once used to be so damn sure of
the inexplicable hurt and pain
i'm now paying for the crimes i've done

i miss bandits! ): haha
favourite people
and i feel much better today
maybe not
hello, i need to get back my study momentum!
grr >:( i just lost it JUST LIKE THT!
life's been kind enough
so i guess i'll take a strike

oh my dearest bro has got a lip piercing now!
a pity i cldnt get to watch the piercing in process! ): when i was the only privileged one according to my brother

FEL left her thoughts here at5:58 AM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

so we didn't meet again
):
i'm just feeling sad
and i can't seem to stop the tears from flowing
its okay, i'll be brave
i'll stand tall and strong
i'll be okay i'll be alright

sometimes i wonder, who am i trying to kid?

FEL left her thoughts here at7:17 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i'm feeling better now
hilbert is so cute!
he makes me happy :D

oh let me talk about this funny dream i had a few days back
main character in my dream : ALOYSIUS!
hahaha kill me, why did i even dream of him?
but the contents of the dream is hilarious
if i'm not wrong i bumped into aloy in a food court
and he just bought a big bowl of soup
and i ate all his mushrooms in his soup :/
whoops
and i just told him about my dream
and he said out of everything you had to eat my favourite, mushrooms
dreams are really funny

you see, i want to tell you how i drank so much fruit tree mango juice
how i accidentally bit my lip while eating
all the minor things in life
everytime i see you
i want to whisper those precious words into your ears
but you don't know
how hard it is for me to squeeze them out
so i keep these words behind my teeth
i keep all of them in
and i wonder why you don't do some certain things
but i guess i really can't hate you for the things that you didn't do
i really want to do you this favour,
but i don't know how to start, what to do
so you'll be disappointed in me, yet again
):

FEL left her thoughts here at11:15 PM

all i know today is the day
i really want to hate you
i really do
but i can't
and i won't
i'll cry myself to sleep tonight

FEL left her thoughts here at8:55 AM

Friday, August 11, 2006

you make me quiver and shake
but i bite my lips hard and take deep breaths
to keep my tears from flowing
won't you hold me now?

FEL left her thoughts here at10:34 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

lit girls of AA4 :D

everytime i'm with you
i feel so ambivalent
so happy yet so sad
so damn stoked to be with you
but the emotions that come with it
is torturing me twisted inside
so i play pretend
and sink into self-denial
you ask what's wrong
i say nothing
my tone, my voice
its all a lie
who do i think i'm kidding
but i've given up
given up totally
on controlling my emotions
so i'll just sit here
and insist everything's alright and okay
i know i'm being selfish
but i'm not telling
not anymore

your best friends your classmates
i feel so damn small

anyhow, happy national day!
i felt really happy singing national day songs somehow
its funny, i tell you
watching my dad watching telly without sound
what kind of kick can he get from that!
haha and i tell you
SAMNEO HAS A CUTE DRUMMER COUSIN IN A CUTE HONGKONG BAND
WITH A SUPER CUTE VOCALIST
OMG HOT
STOKED! :D

FEL left her thoughts here at5:32 AM

Monday, August 07, 2006

saturday night (:

ho, AA4 bbq at june's!
pretty much okay
good bbq food
haha thanks june for hosting :D
then to garden hotel
ryan's eighteenth birthday bash!
howhowhow glad i was to meet everyone again!
:D i still miss P21 as much as ever ):
esp shippy christine gary porkeh derrel BIRTHDAYBOY of course
and of course the rest too, whom i, pardon me, am too tired to recall
aww miss everyone so badly ):
anyhows ADAM'S APPLES is a really good film
everyone should catch it!!!
oh i forgot, RAPTURE was fantastic too!
glad to catch natasha clarissachin samneo and etc!
woahwhee exciting weekend i had (:

mr lomo number 2 is on the way! i think ((:
oohh oohh lomo oh so sexaye :D

FEL left her thoughts here at5:42 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH MY DEAREST JUNQI! :D

next, you knw i really don't wish to do this
but i feel EXTREMELY compelled by anger to do so
and sorry its not proper and nice of the things i am about to type

FUCK FUCK FUCK!
WAH CAN JUST DIE LAH
MY BLOODY MOTHER WENT TO FUCKING SWITCH MY COMPUTER OFF
TIME AFTER TIME
SWITCH IT OFF!
>:(!
THE THING THAT ANGERS ME
IS I WAS HAVING A FILE TRANSFER
WHICH HAS BEEN TRANSFERRING FOR 2 BLOODY LONG PLUS HOURS
AND IT WAS ALMOST GOING TO BE COMPLETED
AND SHE FUCKING WENT TO SWITCH THE COMPUTER OFF
AFTER I FUCKING REMINDED HER NOT TO SWITCH IT OFF
FOR TODAY, I TELL YOU
I REALLY HATE/DETEST/LOATHE MY MOTHER
SERIOUSLY, SHE SHOULD JUST GET A LAPPY ON HER OWN
FUCKING EMAILING SOME US FRIEND
WAH FUCK LAH
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!

my apology if its too angsty, but im really am damn FUCKED UP by what my mother did
and sorry i only know the obscenity fuck

FEL left her thoughts here at7:18 AM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

let me love you tonight

holy, i need to add that the previous post does include people not in the photos too, cos unfortunately and sadly i do not have photos of the REST. yes (:

anyhows POP06 was pretty well just a trip back to SN
:D silly jumpshots at the track and PE toilet
mm how these tiny little things we do bring so much joy
so yes, nice orangebowl from our favourite uncle PANG and his armani hairstyle

anyhow sad thing to note: one demerit point and detention class for next week ):
who is to blame?

FEL left her thoughts here at6:58 AM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

and this is what i go to school for

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