Wednesday, August 09, 2006

lit girls of AA4 :D
everytime i'm with you
i feel so ambivalent
so happy yet so sad
so damn stoked to be with you
but the emotions that come with it
is torturing me twisted inside
so i play pretend
and sink into self-denial
you ask what's wrong
i say nothing
my tone, my voice
its all a lie
who do i think i'm kidding
but i've given up
given up totally
on controlling my emotions
so i'll just sit here
and insist everything's alright and okay
i know i'm being selfish
but i'm not telling
not anymore
your best friends your classmates
i feel so damn small
anyhow, happy national day!
i felt really happy singing national day songs somehow
its funny, i tell you
watching my dad watching telly without sound
what kind of kick can he get from that!
haha and i tell you
SAMNEO HAS A CUTE DRUMMER COUSIN IN A CUTE HONGKONG BAND
WITH A SUPER CUTE VOCALIST
OMG HOT
STOKED! :D
FEL left her thoughts here at5:32 AM